february is a womb and i am curled inside.
"all the hardships of the last nine months will fall away as you prepare for something miraculous to happen."*
iphone image: michael's jeep, box of tissues on the dashboard.
it was a hard tuesday, plumbing disasters, hard pain again, that feeling of if i knew where to run and i had the money to do so, i would go. that feeling of being trapped by all the decisions i've made in my life, one of those days when every one of them felt like the wrong turn taken.
rounding the curve of the sidewalk, silently cursing, i looked up from my path and there it was.
when you stop looking, the hearts find you.